February 2012
If losing weight was as easy as gaining weight, I would be the skinniest bitch out.
I don't like people.
I don’t have friends. I don’t like to ‘hang out’ with people. I don’t like catching up over coffee. I find it awkward and slightly unnecessary. I would much prefer to spend time by myself, with a good book, some hot tea and my drawing pencils. I would much rather walk around by myself, listening to music, taking in my surroundings and people watching than go to some...
I want to see my ribs, my hip bones, my collar...
I want to feel a noticeable gap between my thighs when I walk. I want my stomach to fall in when I lie back. I want my arms long and thin. I want to be able to sit down and not try to cover my stomach and legs from view. I feel so guilty for wanting these things.
So,
After a few weeks of trying to get an appointment at the Center for Psychotherapy I finally got a call today for an appointment tomorrow. I’m not as nervous as I was, I think the counselor I’ve been seeing has actually helped a lot and I’m really grateful to her. I am nervous that they will want to weigh me. I’m going there for my ED so I have a suspicion they will but I...
First day at Uni
3 assignments already + a raging headache Blehhhfsjkfsjflwejed p.s My drama tutor is hot as ballsssss
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I think
I’m finally ready to book in for my next tattoo. I’m really excited :)
Both light bulbs in my room just blew up simultaneously, shower head snapped off and landed on my face, got a parking ticket, stubbed my toe, had a fight with Hamish, have a thumbtack stuck in my foot and now I’m craving suuuuuuuper unhealthy food. Bleh, maybe the universe is trying to tell me something.
